In all honesty I see no reason for you to even attempt to join. I recall you being permabanned a while back on the old map for multiple charges.
Attempting to crash the server, harassment of both players and staff, Mass RDA, Mass RDM, FailRP on numerous accounts, RDMx3 (in a sit), attempted RDM of an On-Duty Staff member in a sit 3 times, and LTAP.
The fact you'd even TRY coming back is actually sad.
Edit: Yes I remember you Mr "Bully-beat-down"